sometimes I wonder if I made the right decision to leave one of my friends like the guy was “okay” at first but later on he turned into this creep that would give me “headpats” and other creepy shit and then it happened.. the “erp” (I fucking hate that word so much) and this all happened at 13-14 but then again I think its the best thing to leave someone like that. I am still scared about this whole thing and he would come back and do something horrible but I think I should let go of this shit. its the reason its so hard for me to communicate with other people but I am trying to talk to others again. stay safe out there people…

(too late to say this now but just incase. this whole weird shit happened online btw)